Well, I've never had a blog before... but I like getting everything out.. and who ever wants to follow.. feel free :)
A few weeks ago I attended the Marine Corps Ball in San Diego, California with my loving marine. I hadn't seen him in about six months... it was our longest time apart...As my flight began descending tears filled my eyes.. i couldn't hold them back.. I went to the bathroom to fix my make up before going down stairs to meet the love of my life... my heart was racing like crazy... When our eyes met... I fell in love all over again. Right then and there i knew 110% that he was the one i was going to spend my forever with... We embraced each other and i never wanted him to let go.. but we had to get out of the way of crazy airport traffic.
He surprised me with a suit at the Hard Rock Hotel in down town San Diego. Other than the room being beautiful, he took my breath away. We spend hours and hours just holding each other. After all the snuggling and kissing we get sexy for the ball :) I had only seen him in his blues once before... I thought he was attractive before.. but after standing next to him all night in his blues... I just wanted to take him back to the hotel... Anyways, the night was gorgeous, and I had never experienced anything as awesome as the ceremony..
The next few days we spent together were filled with romantic walks on the beach and dinner dates.. I had never felt so in love.. but this also brought to mind how much time we are not going to have together next year. His first deployment is in January with another one following it. I know i shouldn't have been thinking about that while spending precious time with him, but i couldn't help it. The thought of him being over seas in God knows where makes me sick.. I have no idea what to expect. I'm completely terrified.. I need so much support.. but have almost none.. My friends have no idea what I'm going through... they never understand and aren't good listeners. Marc is my best friend.. he's my everything. He knows everything about me. I would be so lost without him.
Any who, enough of that, the rest of the weekend was amazing.. He swept me off my feet. My love for him is more than words can describe. I wish I could do as much as he does for me.
Writing all my thoughts down is so much of a help with all my stresses... gosh. that felt nice..
